So depressed

I am just so depressed right now - I was so close to gettign a $100 in a radio station contest - I was caller number 97 adn I had to be call 98 - do you now how sad that is - I never win or even get through adn the first time that I actually get through and I get that close and not win - I am just so sad right now - I just don't want to do anything!